First let me apologize if you find this opportunistic or inappropriate and forgive me for adding
to the noise…
This morning I took a dozen of my youth to see the Dark
Knight Rises, but not before I was awoken by a phone call from a concerned
parent. She asked if I was still
planning on taking the youth to see the film in light of the terrorist attack this
morning in Denver. I think she ultimately
called me to think outloud, so I quietly ‘uh-hu-ed’ along as she pontificated
that it’s probably safe because we were going to a morning viewing. Safe.
I was thoroughly entertained and satisfied by the film except
for the scene where the antagonist, Bane, holds the Gotham Stock Exchange
Hostage. In this scene, him and his
henchmen murder about a thirty people in cold blood. With the events of last night swirling around
in my brain, I found it disturbing and terrifying. I caught myself looking around the theatre a
few times both imagining what it must have been like for those souls in
Colorado and feeling for my own sake afraid and unsafe. Safe.
Who promised us this safety: that every time a tragedy
shatters our feelings of security we demand answers? Why do we think that watching 24-hour news
cycles and finding out what kind of parents the killer had will put the pieces back
together? Why is it so important that things
go back to normal?
Wake up my friends.
Evil exists in this world.
And if we learned anything from Nolan’s last Batman movie it’s that some
people ‘just like to watch the world burn.’
Sometimes bad things happen and there is no rhyme or reason, no plot or
motive, no way to prevent it from happening, no way to promise it won’t happen
again, it just simply exists. But this
is the way it is for most people in this world.
Whether its people dying and being mutilated by war lords and militias
or epidemic diseases without cures or hurricanes or tornadoes or psychopaths or
alcoholism or pedophilia or drought or starvation… Evil exists in this world. And as long as there are varying levels of
hate, greed, jealousy, inequality, prejudice, pollution, exploitation,
bitterness, lust, disease, and sloth, it is here to stay.
Some people get the benefit of going longer periods of time
being ignorant to evil’s presence but sooner or later a tragedy will strike and
it will find you. But the damned thing
is, somebody in this modern world promised us safety. They told us suffering is bad and the quicker
we can alleviate the discomfort the better.
And so when tragedy strikes we look at the talking heads like some kind
of crew on sinking ship directing us to the lifeboats. Perhaps, we tweet about demanding better gun
laws or we tell everyone to carry their own guns so that when it comes we can be ready.
But deep down we all know that the truth is, no amount of
government, wealth or artillery will protect you from tragedy, suffering, and
our inevitable deaths. The one thing
that we all have in common is our suffering and its aim is to teach us
compassion and tolerance. You cannot fix
suffering, you can only run from it or turn and face it, embrace it and begin
the process of grieving, which is the way we heal.
Please stop watching television. Please stop demanding answers. Please stop trying to go back to the way
things were. We have become a society of
numb and lonely people. We complain
about being enslaved by Facebook, our smart phones, and our individualized
busyness. We complain that our kids are
too addicted to video games and have become increasingly desensitized to
violence. So why do we want things to go
back to ‘normal?’ Why is this uneasiness
we feel so bad and our feeling of apathetic numbness so good (or maybe it’s a blinding
stress and busyness)?
Sure, to be aware of the world’s suffering is full of
tension and causes us to reevaluate our values and our priorities. But I believe, as I watched people be murdered
on screen today, this morning’s events put me back in touch with reality: Violence
is evil. I should be uncomfortable with
it. This doesn’t mean that there is some
silver lining to the terrorism, that it was good that it happened because now
we can all appreciate what we have, blah blah blah, etc etc etc. No, this morning’s event was senseless and unexplainable.
However, what we are today is conscious. So the question I wish to pose is: How are you going to respond? Are you hoping that something else will
come along and trick you into believing you are safe again? Are you going to choose despair or apathy and
hopefully time will lull you back into your ignorant and idle bliss? Or are you going to use this as a time to be
present to the suffering in this world?
Will you choose to suffer with everyone you know and those you can
imagine, learn more deeply the story of the human condition, discover the ways
you are perpetuating the cycles of evil in this world, repent, forgive, forgive
everyone because they are just like you and be more charitable to your fellow human?
WE CANNOT CONTROL EVIL.
The only thing we CAN control is whether or not we choose to participate
in perpetuating it.
Grieve well my friends.
Pray. God is near.
Shalom.