Tuesday, November 1, 2011

The Television: A Poem


The Television
what is it exactly that it promises?
it's a comforting mistress, an unsatisfying whore, you give me what i want:
company
but what about need?
its voice floods my air
putting off the silence for a few more hours
oh silence
what a noise:
a reminder that no one is near you
a reminder that no one is thinking of you
no one is asking for your attention
your affection
your soul
there is no compassion here
no sharing
no laughter
solitude
just i,
only an i
and i've finally come to the place where that isn't much
is this humility?
suffering
insecurity
and a beer gut
and if i sit in the dark long enough 
and i let the silence surround me
if i give it time i'll get to the questions about god
disillusionment
maybe salvation
but it'll probably amount to nothing
so i watch the programs
i subject myself to the commercials
but even it doesn't care i'm here, 
it never said it did
 a window 
a glorious, bright, sexy
window
what a fantastic world
i'll never be invited to get any closer to...but lying here on the outside
lusting, wanting, loathing
is better
better than noticing this space that no one else desires to 
occupy



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